Sunday, July 29, 2007

wishy-washy

i wish i were home. i wish i would shut up. i wish i would stop annoying myself. i wish i would stop thinking. i wish i can just get through a day without letting my mind slip. i wish i can concentrate more on my school work. i wish i didnt have to go to class tmr. i wish i have more self-restrain when it comes to anime. i wish i can make the right choices. i wish i would stop kidding myself. i wish i can have more motivation to exercise. i wish i would stop imagining things. i wish i would stop thinking dumb things that are not true. i wish i weren't so idiotic. i wish i would stop wishing.

wishful thinking obviously.

unfortunately, i've been having mostly uber boring lectures so far... though that prac where we learnt how to scrub up and prepare the patient for surgery and learn basic suturing was quite interesting. been in uni for a week, feels like a month. come on lectures... get more interesting please!